dwelling in my space

i am selfish. i like thing done my way . and if it does not, i cancel it and walk away. i continue the same cycle over and over again. sometimes, i get really angry and confront the toxic shit. at times, i just walk away quietly to save myself the insanity of screaming at the other person. i am not a nice person. i have my opinions and choose to lead my life the way i want it. i am spoilt. unless it is in my favour, why bother. i calculate my risk and select my prey. my weaponry often consists of charm, attention, intuition and inspiration. to my advantage. i am lazy. i hate stupid people. they irritate me to no end. i pretty much like them to leave me alone. i am not generous by nature. however, i like to energize a fellow being to see a geniune smile of his /her face. i love the warm smell of my hubby's skin on my face. i like seeing my brother happy. i love an expected phone call from an old friend. i want to be comfortable. i love the color of goldie when he runs in the sun. the quiet smell of the wind before rain. i hate people who keep apologizing. it holds no value to me. if you have something to say , just say it. i do not have a big heart. i want my own space. i do not want to talk to toxic people. they poison my mind and soul. i am clearing a space for my baby. i want him to grow up in an environment of peace and love. if u come near me or my baby with your shit, i will kill you.