the survivor

holding my breath. awaiting signs of the next successful progress. it is just all so exciting. just having it all in me. Jin looked like he was about to burst into tears. i will marry him. a new journey for me. experience of coupledom. familyhood. children. grandparents. my gift to myself. my road has changed. is changing. i am preparing myself to walk this way. i am moving. fast forward. scary. and simply in awe. how did all this happen?